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it doesn't suck as bad as i thought it was..people are still nervous that at any moment i am going to get up and leave..sometimes i feel like that still.

the first few days of school i had to sleep w/ a night light (seriously) because my roommate hadn't moved in yet and it was so weird not having someone next to me or hear the movement of the bus. it was rough adjusting..i left the lake city show at 10:15 so make an 11:40 flight..a red eye back to boston. leaving was so bittersweet but i'm writing almost 3 weeks later so it isn't as bad anymore.

ACL was so great. i totally got the hook up. got to see so many great acts. hung out with my favorite people which relieved some of the sadness in my heart. le sigh. i can't explain what it is like to be back at school after touring. yes, i feel more confident about my skills and what i know but being here i different and weird and sometimes i can't help but look at people and go...and what did you do this summer? i know that is pretty pretentious of me and wrong and all of that but i pray that coming back was the right thing to do so even though i'm sad i really am trying hard to make the most out of it so i leave this school with even greater knowledge.

the end.