goodbye

the end of tour..very emotional. it isn't over quite yet i have a week left but i've been in a sad mood lately and sometimes it shows more than others. i actually had a mini breakdown in OKC and cried for three hours over stupid things as well as sadness over being replaced and sadness of having to leave something great.

i have felt very liberated in the 6 months i have been away from college, my friends and everything i know. i feel like i've experienced so much of the real world it kind of feels surreal that i'll be thrust back into the college life where everything is a tiny bubble. in the 6 months i've been away I've been to Australia with John Mayer and I've visited over 40 something states i've never been to and i've met some of the most incredible people along the way.

i made an amazing friend, Jeff DiPesa on this BK tour. he's ben's guitar tech/stage manager and was my roommate for most of the tour and my buddy and hangout buddy on this tour. life will be so much sadder without him in front of me everyday. i will have to come visit him in tulsa because i will suffer from withdrawals. i also met some amazing new musicians who i can honesty call my friends. The Sullivans aka Tim Fite. Google the man. He makes strong statements with his music and I love him. My weekends in NY will probably be filled with visits to the Sullivans. The people i've met have been so great, so cool and hopefully my path with cross their paths again.

back to school will be really sad. I have a flight to DC booked for the 8th and a flight to austin booked for the 14th. haha..I promise i'll be at school more often after September..i hope I can take it. it'll be really weird.